Times are tough everywhere.
Last week, I had the need to cut back on my budget until my next paycheck. After much debating, I decided to not refill my Paxil medication until next week. Yall know that I have been on anti-anxiety medicine since shortly after I gave birth. Any who, I decided to wait to pick up the refill til next week. AKA, this was a BAD idea. Here is why:
About 2 days after not picking up my refill, I started to feel just blah. I figured this was expected and went on about my days.
Then on Monday, I had the strangest, STRANGEST occurrence start to happen. The only way I could describe it, is that in my head, it felt like I had a short, mild electrical burst. Sounds fun, huh? Well, it continued. On Tuesday, it spread to having this electrical sensation throughout my body. And more frequently. Then today. The electrical burst if you will call them that, were so frequent that they occurred about every 2 mins. And some were more uncomfortable than others. My friend Toni said it looked like I had Torrets Syndrome. It was a less than desired side effect from coming off the Paxil. I hated it. It was more than just bothersome. It was uncomfortable. And hell, I kept twitching every few minutes. Who likes that?! So I went ahead and got my prescription. Immediately after paying for it, I broke the bottle open and dry swallowed a pill. In the line. The pharmacist must have thought I was a crack head.
So then I started wondering, why didn't I know about this withdrawal side effect? Its a crazy one and I am obviously going to go INSANE when ever I do come off this stuff. I did a little internet research and discovered it is the most troubling withdrawal symptom from this medicine. It keeps most people from quitting it. So while I appreciate the effects of the medicine itself, I really hate the idea of having to go thru the electrical burst phase again.
Here is a link to some of the info I found on this side effect. Page 41 talks about the "zaps".
Just. Plain. Weird.
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